At least I kissed her...a simple kiss, wait, two simple kisses. I barely remember them. I remember hanging to her car window, feeling cold, talking nervously.

¨I really want to kiss you Alexis¨
¨Ahh...I don't know, it's complicated, I don't think it's a good idea...¨(something alogn thoses lines)
¨Don't you feel like it?¨
¨yes...¨
¨Ok, stop thinking¨

that was cheesy.

¨I'll think about that all night long...¨
¨Les toasts vont être bonnes demain¨

criss...j'ai vraiment dit ca? beurk...

et elle a pleuré sur le chemin du retour....
I'm a bastard? I guess, once again...I did something for myself...that doesn't happen evry often. I took a chance that might open something else in the futur...I don't think I closed a door that night. I hope so.

she's illegaly cute and nice.
Wait until I feel relaxed enough to tease her. Oh god we'll have so much fun. right?
Alexis Peirera, call me when you'll want to watch P.S

Could I keep up with a girl like that? seriously?
She cute...even more than that, she's amazingly pretty. She's funny, she's veryyyy nice, she's like a kid who takes charge. She likes to take picture (she seems like a good model) she like movies, and music (not my kind of music, but still, it's a good passion to have) her friends seem nice, she's very kind to me...what else is there to ask for, or hope for?

courage, I guess